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I sure hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving. Wednesday as I was getting ready to leave for work, I found myself compilating suicide, because I lost my mother 6 years ago this past June and my Girlfriend 4 years ago this past August. I'm angry that I've been for Giant/Martin's for over 10 years now and watch new hires get promotions and I'm still nothing more than a bagger. Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy working, but I would like to get off of SSDI and pick up extra hours or pick up an extra job. Giant / Martin's has given me opportunities, but getting promoted to a leadership position, not yet. I'm tired of waiting, but I have no choice but to wait. As far as thinking about suicide, I realize that I do have lots of friends and family members to see me through the hard times. Having a disability isn't easy and it's down unfair, because the career choices aren't as those who don't have mobility issues. I made a mistake of signing up for SSI at 18 and now I'm approaching 50, I wasted a lot of years complaining about having Cerebral Palsy. Of course, I know a lot in my life that I should be thankful, and I am. However, I wish that I had picked out a realistic career instead daydreaming about
Careers that I would have like to have had.
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I've been noticing lately that I have been feeling depressed with things that have happened to me. I haven't been on the Amateur Radio at all, not since some dear friends and family have passed. As far as reading forums, I often jump the gun quite a bit with posting comments before actually reading and under the entire original post. I can't say that I'm the only one on the majority of topic relating to the FCC's Rules and Regulation. Throughout my life, I've always had trouble with concentrating on various things and sometimes I don't know what I really want to do. I've sought counseling, which has helped a little, but like I say attention span isn't what I would like to be.
So, If I sound off topic, please be patient, even though the majority of you are.
Thank You!